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This Goes With Us

by Emily Brown

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So Many Ways 01:46
There are only so many ways That I can tell you I love you Without telling you I love you And I have reached the limit of days That I can tell you I love you Without telling you I love you I give up I'll be blunt- You're all I need and you are everything I want Is this real? Would you know? All you gotta do is hold your breath and close your eyes and plug your nose And take the plunge There are only so many times That I can think that I love you Without blurting out "I love you!" And I am on the self-drawn line I do believe that I love you And I need it, I love you I give up I don't care 'Cause when you're here I breathe you in like you're the air Is this truth? We'll find out 'Cause I don't think this is what life is all about Living lost I give up I need you When you're not here, I don't know how to make it through You're my sun You're my sky The funniest thing is that I'm just discovering why I could die
Long shadows hit the ground Pasted down by yellow sun On trees with leaves turned gold by autumn A million pinwheels spin at once Seasons rush and hurry on Before you know it, fall is gone Bands break up and friendships die And I've made an enemy of time Get out your slickers, the sky is crying He said "Forever, you're the one." Leaves are coming up, reviving Poking up to miss the sun Skip a line and then move on Before you look up, April's gone Love will end and realign And I've made an enemy of time And nothing ends at a good time, because There was never a good time And I guess that we were apt to die 'Cause you can't change someone else's mind So I've made an enemy of time
Somewhere 02:26
I watched you leave me, and you watched me stay You must believe me in what I must say That Christmas must end every year And you always have to leave me standing here And the sky cannot always be blue But it helps, I suppose Knowing when the wind blows That somewhere the sun shines on you Train stations are never forgiving And when you leave, I have to go on living But sometimes true love is open to fear And you always have to leave me standing here And the sky wasn't always this blue But it helps me, believing, When grey skies aren't leaving That somewhere the sun shines on you And now that I realize how blind were my own eyes The sky was never this blue And it helps to consider When rain is this bitter That somewhere the sun shines on you
In order to live I had better let go 'Cause I think you're sinking too deep in my heart Don't ask me why, 'cause I'll say I don't know I just need a minute to take it apart Chorus: And I stayed up 'til two in the morning Not thinking of you, not thinking of you And I stayed up 'til three in the morning Ignoring the truth, ignoring the truth And I wait for your call, but the phone doesn't ring So I sit alone with you here in my head And now I've discovered love's such a strange thing I feel so alive that I wish I was dead Chorus I never did anything wrong I never did anything wrong I never did anything wrong But this time I did everything wrong Chorus
Alright 03:00
I get so happy when I'm coming home and I know that I'm going to see you But sometimes I wonder if you get as giddy as I, 'cause I never believe you And oh, are you really that busy? That you don't have time for me? When we walk the streets of the city There's nowhere else that I want to be I got stars in the morning I got sun in the night And with you, things'll be all right I can't help smiling when you take my picture and I hope you honestly think of me 'Cause I want to find you somewhere in the future; I'm not going to live on remembering And oh, I might keep it too quiet Since I'm holding my heart in my heart But my dear, I've been meaning to tell you That I don't want to live if we're living apart I've got stars in the morning I've got sun in the night And with you, things'll be all right Sometimes I worry that I say too much And sometimes I think that I just say enough Sometimes I'm scared that you'll figure me out And sometimes I think you don't need me around I've got flowers in winter I've got snow in the spring I've got your hand in my hand And it's making me sing I've got stars in the morning I've got sun in the night And with you, things'll be all right
You'd Think 02:28
I never guessed You'd be the one That would best me in the end and make my heart come undone And I never thought I never knew That you'd throw me headfirst into falling for you Chorus: And you'd think That by now I'd get used to it That by now I'd get living like It's all of it good And you'd think That by now I'd be over it That I'd get believing like This is how the world should be If you're unaware Then you'll never know That my heart breaks over and over again when we're walking through the snow And I'll cover my eyes 'Cause I don't want to see Not going to watch you walk away- hey, look at you getting over me Chorus x2
Don't call me sweetheart Don't call me love Just call me yours, mine This is enough And don't whisper "Baby," Soft in my ear I'm nobody's maybe And the words disappear Chorus (Na na na na) Don't say you need me Don't act like you care If you'd just believe me Then we're already there But make up your mind, boy Don't fool around You're just wasting my time, boy And you're bringing me down Chorus And don't say you're not happy Don't say I was the only one Don't say life's lost without me That's how I feel. So quit making fun. Chorus
If you have gone to New York City, When are you coming home? 'Cause walking through the raining street Oh I feel so alone If you have gone across the ocean, When does the boat return? For I would walk or part the waves Though they toss and pull and churn Chorus And oh, I never told you And no, I never will 'Cause singing about it I'm starting to doubt it But my heart is beating still If you have run away from something, Will you be running back? For I would wander forty years To step in all your tracks Chorus And if I never say I love you Then take this with you there And if you miss me, think on this- How I wish I was there.
Visby 02:10


this is an album of songs I wrote when I was a little tiny high schooler & freshman in college. between 15-18. this is the only place it still exists.


released April 9, 2011

Recorded with Salvador Garcia. December 2009.


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Emily Brown Oakland, California

Emily Brown is a Californian songwriter and poet. Her impressive vocal range, wandering melodies, and conversational lyrical style have drawn frequent comparisons to Joni Mitchell, Judee Sill, and Fiona Apple.

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